okay, i'm feeling really lost right now. this is the only reason why holidays suck. you expect things but get different things in return. some better, some worse. sometimes its hidden and god wants you to remember him before it starts to make sense.

i dont know if i'm having a change of heart now. and this change is making me feel really irresponsible.
how. thats the question right now. how to become stable. how to make choices. how to control actions and emotions.

but one things for sure. i'm very very imbalanced in body soul and spirit.
posted by halfpastfour- at 10:32 PM [edit]